This must be the year where I actually put words into action. I have experienced so many positive changes and wow... As the saying goes #WeDontThankGodEnough .
It has been a year of personal changes and I am a brand new, happier kind of me.
- I have a genuine, personal relationship with God. He is my bestie, my Father and my Lover . Through His principles, I am better person and living within my purpose.
- My career is just so amazing. It could be an attitude change that has made things so great, but by being bold I have been able to step forward and ask for what I want from my employer and this has in return made my work life so nice.
- I moved back home. I am so close to my mom and I love it. She is an amazing woman and all these silly, childish thoughts that I had created in my head are all renewed. She is now a strong woman, a fighter, one that has ensured I get only the best and one that does not want to see me suffer. She understands me and really loves me in a unique but noticeable way. She is my pillar. She is my queen. She is the reason, I have my life now. She is the reason for my joy. She is just purely amazing. I cannot imagine my life without her. I love my mom. I love the home she created for me and my siblings and I am so grateful, God gave me her good looks.
- This also has made me closer to my baby Siyamthanda. I am so blessed to have such a colourful child. He is my light, and my joy. I thank God for him. He is unique and special in every way imaginable.
- I am physically active. I really ran out of excuses. So I bought running shoes and started running in the hood. Yes it is cold, it is smokey, and sometimes the conditions dont allow for it, but I run at least twice a week. I do the Park run as well on Saturdays, and a lil training on the side.
- I found love. I am with this amazing ZULY man, who has just brought warmth in my heart. He is so good looking. So intelligent. So charming. So humble and really in tune with who he is and where he is going. I am so grateful to have a man, who not only has dreams for himself, but his dreams accommodate me, my visions, plans and dreams. Either way we have only been official for 2 weeks now, but as he says: "We only lose time we invested in each other, not the life lessons." I learn something new everyday from this man. He has become a very good friend and mentor. And as he always says: "I am going to enjoy loving you!" I really enjoy his loving.
- More ME time. I was one of those people who were utterly afraid of being alone. This year I have spent a considerable time alone. By doing this I read more. I have read so many books this year. Books that have built me and are continuing to do so. This has also released from many toxic relationships, if it aint working, I have left that association. I do a lot of self reflection and this helps me in being the best version of myself.
This is my reflection on the first half of the year. So far so good. The plans God has for me are coming true. The greatest lesson being that, IF I DO NOT GO FOR WHAT I WANT, I AM MISSING OUT!
So excited for what the rest of the year has in store for me. Let us watch and see...
Thank GOD it's Friday!
